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Few Reiki notes

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 10, 2006

Been doing alot of reiki practice with Dollhead today, being the primary test subject for her .She did extremely well with the routine, this time working with Fire Serpent on me. Her hands felt very much as being on fire, especially working on the sacral chakra hands on. At one point i reached backwards, putting hands in her lap, and she put hers onto mine and sent. The sensation was absolutely amazing, as waves going through the hands. We both went “whoa” at one point at the exactly same moment, in amazement. I can’t help but wonder that if two people both sensitive to energy are sending to each other, if one makes conscious effort to increase his sensitivty – if that affects the other persons sensitivty as well to match that level. One important thing we worked with today was working more intuitively to get away from the handpositions. They work perfectly fine, but sometimes a client has specific ailments which require intuition to heal. Getting up for a moment, i almost fell over from being so very light headed. Nothing bad at all, just a bit caught of guard. We spoke for a bit then she worked on my back. I’ll give her an A+ for improvisation since the space to work with is rather limited. She ended up with both legs over my back, and doing a full chakra balancing on me. It was SO hard to get up from the floor being so relaxed. Still feeling as if floating on clouds from our meeting and healing tonight. To bad the buses are going so crappy from here. I really wanted to do some healing in return as thank you.

On another note: Battle Royale is very bloody, messy, gory and disgusting. I love it ;)

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Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 9, 2006

Still waiting to find out, but sure sounds interesting, and no, i dont have trouble making first move :D


Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect


Your kissing technique is amazing – and you know it.
You have the confidence to make the first move.
And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best.
Sometimes you’re passionate, sometimes you’re a tease. And you’re always amazing!

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Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 9, 2006


You Are A Romantic


You life your life like a fairy tale… or at least you try to.
Living for magical moments, you believe there’s only one true love for you.
Love is the most important thing in your life, and you don’t take it for granted.
Your perfect match loves to be in love as much as you do!

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color of my heart..

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 9, 2006

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<strong>Your Heart Is Pink</strong>
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In relationships, you like to play innocent – even though you aren’t.<br />
Each time you fall in love, it’s like falling for the first time.<br />
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Your flirting style: Coy<br />
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Your lucky first date: Picnic in the park<br />
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Your dream lover: Is both caring and dominant<br />
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What you bring to relationships: Romance
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<div align=”center”><a href=”http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorheartdoyouhavequiz/”>What Color Heart Do You Have?</a></div>

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Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 8, 2006

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Fuming…

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 7, 2006

Right now i am absolutely fuming with frustration. Today my access to resource rooms in Terra building on campus was supposedly granted. I got up at 5 fucking AM, to get myself ready and everything i needed to finish up for exams and catch up on. I got to campus at 8am and strolled to Terra. I ran my Campus ID card through the slot, and got a big fat red text saying “Unauthorized”. WTF! I tried with all four rooms, all giving me the same BS. Eventually i just told the door to fuck off, out loudly. (i was alone there)  then headed to the coordinator. Had to wait outsider her office for 30 minutes as she didnt start until 8:30am. So..there i sit, do some reading and she walks in the front door. I told her i recieved her email about being entitled to use that room, and explained the situation. At that moment she blurts out that the guy who is in charge for granting access to different buildings through our ID cards somehow had lost access to the computer system himself, and couldn’t do it. She told me he would start at 9am so i went to the ‘puter lab to do some surfing while waiting for her to call. 9am, 9:15, 9:30. No call. I email her, and he hasn’t arrived yet. She’ll call at 10am. Or so she says.

God fucking damnit!
I have some shit to catch up on, four essays and two big ass exams and they can’t grant me access to the rooms?! I HAVE the right to work there, as i have disability aid. So right now i am sitting infront the computer burning daylight when i should be working my ass off. And no, the library won’t do it. I have tried. Yes, works better then home, but all the people running back and forth and the backround noise…it’s to much. I can’t focus and get anything sensible done. So yes, i am VERY frustrated right now.

School promotes discipline, and work ethics. All i want to do right now is to jump up on comp lab desk and scream “Anarchy” and go home. 20 more minutes until 10am. If she doesn’t call, i’ll freak out. hehehe or did i just do that anyway? *grins*

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Oy!

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 6, 2006

lol this week seems to be pretty busy!
Tomorrow evening i have one reiki 1 attunement, and on monday another
one – both distance. One Americano and one in finland. Yaay!

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Buzz wars w/ Adonamara

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 5, 2006

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Stay tuned for the next episode of…Buzz wars! ;)

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Christian poem

Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 4, 2006

Here is a christian poem that i wrote some time ago, in august. I was hurting alot and needed to vent. Hope you’ll enjoy :)

———————-
Eli, Eli, Lema Sabachtani

Father;
I stand out in the night
Staring at starry heavens, wondering.
Countles stars made by your hand
will there be one for me?

Father;
My heart has been broken.
In so many ways
In so may pieces
Please tell will i mend?

Father;
The storms of life are coming closer
Growing in strength and fiercenes
Will you be there?
Will you be my rock?
To seek shelter with, when the storm strikes?

Father;
My path has been clouded
No choices left in what was once my vision
Tell me; Will you guide me, show me where to go?

Father;
I speak my mind and soul
The night is quiet
The stars are all dead
The moon shines no more
You are quiet

Father, why have you forsaken me?

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Posted by sparrowhawk1138 on December 4, 2006

Few ways to sever energy connections after doing reiki over distance. Someone forgot something here, as i could seriously not sleep last night – seeing my healers face in dream land all the time ;)

* Draw CKR after treatment is finished
* Wash your hands, thoroughly
* Do reiki on yourself, heart especially, to realign energy to yourself

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